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「 Sunday, May 14, 2006 」

hmm...
time pass rather fast...haiz..the week end is ending in exactly 1hr 20mins...seems like i was stuck in time or sth...the last 3 days was like years? life have been hard to cross recently...jus struggling...just to keep myself alive...trying my best to stay strong...haiz...am i hated behide my back? i really wan to know why...people whom i duno.. just marked me as negative..do i even know u guys? why do u even say that.. i dun really care i guess..many people jus feel i so 'dao'... my first impression of people will be always arrogant...but im not...im jus quiet around srangers...u cant expect me to smile at you when i dun even noe u..nahs..jus act blur lyk sarah..hahas...my handphone still locked up in my cardboard...nvr look at it...i tink no one had contacted me anyway...tmr i'll then take a look...3 days...it had been locked up...hmm...it so hard for me to forget..isolating myself from you..i dun exist anyway...in ur world..or everyones world...im jus a mere shadow to tickle some fun into their lifes...at the end of the day...i will jus dissappear..going back to my old self i guess...the quiet self..i guess it's a reverse reaction...hurting myself the more i avoid you..not in the mood to do anytink..havnt study actually...u may tink im dumb to neglect my studies... but i jus cant stop tinking...hope this pain will ease soon...nites*

* hey gal...i know u are going through alot..take care of yourself though.. *
(you wun look at it anyway...haiz)
* breaking down in isolation *