「 Tuesday, May 23, 2006 」
*phew*
exhausted.. totally wore out..if i didnt anything wrong today...im sry..just wasnt myself today..kind of nuts up there..tired...i tink i would hardly survive this week..breaking down..am i making the right decisions? when everything seems right...something will just crop up...everything i do..all just goes down the drain...hais.. wish i was in another shoe...this shoe of my is just too hard to life with it...*burden* it just like wearing metal boots...every movement i make just seems so difficult..just dazing my way through...once again MT sup. ended at 4++ today...hw stacking up...really trashed by chinese...homework though lesser than maths or any other subject..i will take years to complete it...by the time complete it...my brain will be already drain out...hmm...where shld i go now..how i wish JC no chinese...woah!.. i comfrim go...if i go ploy..i may not have a high chance in studying locally..if i go JC i may not even pass...worst..im afraid i wun even cross 'o' levels..just afraid..not crossing..getting quite a good grade..at least to one of my desired courses..hmm..just thinking... feel so lack behide in time...cant lose out to the rest.. no time to rest...byEs..
* though in silence, every moment i look at you in your eyes. I'm just showing i still care for you. *
* pushing myself to the limits *
* 6 more days to the greatest battle of all times * XD
