「 Thursday, May 19, 2005 」
haiz..i tink i expected too much for myself..making my life so miserable..the last 2 days i have been taking back my mid year examination papers..the first paper i get back was the combine humans paper..actually i scored quite well but for some reasons..i been feeling tat i didnt put enough effort in it..could haf score higher by 4 or 5 marks..really careless..the competition in the class is really tight..the maths paper made me fell low..the a maths paper although expected..but didnt expect to get lower for my paper 2...haiz..although i put more effort in the paper 2 and left physics aside...i scored lower than my paper 1...and failed badly...e maths only getting a mearing passing mark..when i got back paper 2..with low marks i thought paper 1 iwill do better..but i still get about the same marks...total only getting a 56 for my e maths...however i pass my chinese for the first time...maybe i because of the change of exam format...but i pass wif quite a reasonable mark also 56...duno wad wrong wif me?? too obsess wif 56?? haha...maybe not...english paper was quite ok...i also pass...all the subjects i thought i would fail badly..i pass with quite a reasonable mark...some even getting quite high...those expecting high grade..in the end getting low grades...now hoping the chemistry paper would not be the same...cause i expect it to be high...haiz no mood to expect liao...haha...like wad my gd fren always says..."in god grace" letting god help me...i tink i got to buck up in the june holidays...new motto.."No More Slacking" spec. course is coming..gonna study hard for it..wish myself good luck for chemistry paper...
