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「 Sunday, April 30, 2006 」
「 screaming away 12:06 AM 」

hmm..
woke up early today..ya? hmm..really tired..slept at 2am last nite again...woke up at 6...went for maths class...passing by the MRT met until nanas,des,ade...all look so stressed up huh? maths followed up by SS... hmm...supposed to end at 11...end up 11.30... 8-11.30...woah.. 3 and 1/2 hr..killer...after SS ..went to play soccer...hmm...met up wif harry and nash...of cos the rest of us...BenS,Fer,Man,Brian,Muhd,Mich...played for 1++hr.. the sun was really blasting at us...not blazing nor scrotching hot..BLASTING AT US!!.. still fun...Mich was a totally comedian more than 10 chances..5 open goal... he scored 0...lOls..after soccer...all went mac to eat...woah..full hse..really hot..after lunch went home...too tired to even bath...change and slp...till 8pm..went down for my dinner...came up..felt sick...went to take a short nap...10++ i woked up...watch ff7: last order..woah..nice! let me see...time now is abt 1230++.. gonna sleep real soon..hope for a better tmr...niteS*
*myHeartShatters
everytimeYouTurnYourBackOnMe...
*shattered*



「 Friday, April 28, 2006 」
「 screaming away 11:59 PM 」

heys..
im 16? hmm..i jus didnt feel anytink special today...still feeling quite down...yeah? still kind of happy i have frens who rmb my b'day...received message early in the morning wishing their best regards..Thx guys...really appreciate it!..hmm..i tot everytink would be fine...seems lyk it's not.. ): what can i do? haiz.. hmm..yeah..received a really pretty card from joc...stayed up whole nite to make? thx anyway...some other presents frm my family...bens my present? hahas...nahx..up to u if u wanna gif anot...went to ferza's hse to have fun there...i n bens went to his hse...see one nice show "runaway car"...after tat we start our usual rocking, after aiman came...hahas..plot by me and ferza for aiman..heys aiman..fun anot? lOls...haiz...feeling really sad...After abt 7++ left ferza's hse, went for dinner with my family...driving half-way to fetch my bro...suddenly the car went over something sharp i guess...the wheel kind of exploded...rip apart..hahas...fun! a moment of fun...hahas..my bro still said..."hey! who's tire?" lols..the rubbering of the tire jus rip off...jus lucky nth happened to us...the techincal who repaired my father's car said we were really lucky to stop savely...with a tire at that state...the car shld be skidding about...hmm..waited abt an hour...took the time to look through what was written on the card i received...hmm...abt 10++ the car was ready to go...yay!..my bro coming back from army..called us...we went to fetch him...after that went for dinner (so late huh..)... jus came home...hmm...tired tmr still gt Maths, sulaiman's lesson. Better slp now..NiteS*
*sadness..

*me.bens racing..lols!Taken by Fer.


*Under the dim light waiting...


*Bored..took this for fun..Hahas...



「 Thursday, April 27, 2006 」
「 screaming away 5:31 PM 」

hmm..
everytime it rains... im crying inside myself? tats what brian says... haiz.. im feeling terrible rite now... feeling so down... no mood to blog actually jus blog first maybe ltr i wun be coming in...the day start with a big downpour..really big...me.. myself almost met in an accident...y didnt i jus gt knocked down? maybe god dun wan me to me him so fast...hehe..physics was fun..really amazed by laws of physics...like how a car can kill a person huh? lols..chemistry test was jus thrash for me...i totally jus went blank...even the basics i at that moment could not rmb...i guess i failed...though i havnt get the paper back...something i did made someone really angry...haiz...*im really sry..pls dun ignore me.. haiz... =( ...
*shattered...*



「 Wednesday, April 26, 2006 」
「 screaming away 7:15 PM 」

hahas...
fun day? nahs...hahas...when was sec4 life fun?never...loLs..love the sun , the sand and the sea...not the school, the books and the teachers...lols..after school there was a green bazaar..my class was taking part in it...last event for the year for 4e1...wore our class-tees again for the second time i guess..the whole event was boring...see my frens put teachers to the store to buy tinks...haha..rarely see a student purchase barely anytink...haha...we purchase a ball frm 4e3..hahas..50cents but it was a crap up ball..dam dirty..lols..all our pants becam white...or can i say grey? hahas...after the whole event...i didnt noe where shld i go... shld i stay or go...at last still went with bens and ferza to mac...hmm...ate that when home...haiz...y do i feel that i havnt do sth...i regreting sth too =( ..hmm? jus cant keep on the correct path of life...am i dying? hope not..
*regreting?..
*loving.eu.in.silence..



「 Tuesday, April 25, 2006 」
「 screaming away 9:23 PM 」

yeah?
lols..sian...skool as per normal today...not special...hmm..yea..there was a green week play put up by the sec4 lit class..really funny ..hahas...specially weisong...dam gd actor..left early..nvr gt to see the netball players take their medals...siian...went for the senoko tinky...siian...bens and joc also nvr go...dam bored only left me and jac...Actually still gt others lar...hahas... ade,retro,chun, ong ...adeline cant even take a break ar? pia maths even at the presentation...nice...gt night vision? so dark u still can see...woah pro!! After the presentation..we went to the incrinateration plant it self.. wa smell of wee chun..lols.. jkjk...dam stink...going up the lift..as the lift was too small so must go up in grps ...it one time the lift was already 3/4 filled...phang went in.. hahs... we all outside make the overload sound..amazingly...it was not overloaded..strong lift..loLS..it was quite ok...the whole experience was quite an eyeopener...maybe not that fun...quite boring..but it was still ok..after went home tot i can do hw...my parents say we mus attend a night sitting...one of my relative has passon...but the prob is...i dun even noe who is tat...lOls..nvm...jus went to pay my last respects...jus came back...havnt do my hw nor study for the test tmr...argh! physics...wa killing me..haiz...are u igoring me...=( nvm...go study now...
*am i dying?...
*miss.eu!



「 Monday, April 24, 2006 」
「 screaming away 11:14 PM 」

hmm..?
today jus a normal day...kind of bored down by the monday blues...blah.. why do i feel this way...jus keep tinking wad may happen and is stressing me out...heys..gal.. u really have a really complicated mind up there... hmm.. why cant i jus stop tinking...Hmm? 4moredays..do anyone noe wads is happening in 4 days time? i doubt so..maybe some...hahas..my mind is really tiring out..*exhausted..
haiz still gt to complete studying my chem..tmr gt test..hmm...going to slp after tat..haf a early nite i guess..NIte*
*4 more days...
*stressed..



「 Sunday, April 23, 2006 」
「 screaming away 1:41 AM 」

hmm...
today kind of late for sulaiman's lesson. haiz...woke up at 7++ saw the time still early...set alarm at 8 then slept again...lols..very tired..stayed up late to complete my chinese...went i woke up saw the time wad 8..in my mind i was tinking ..wa so 'zun' (exact) ...but i rub my eyes..see again...wa! 9.10 le...i jump out of my bed...lols...fustrated! argh..no one called me up...nvm...no point to be angry...luck ytd i prepare my uniform le...quite crumped dun really noe how to use the iron...but my mum ask me to do it...argh...how long will it take her to help me? ..nvm...hmm...lucky my dad was going off too...fetch me to school...still late by 15 mins...hope mr.sulaiman understands...lesson passed quickly...SS then MT...after by 12.30 it ended...quite long..but shorter than i expected...i tot it would end at 1pm...Went to Mac to eat our lunch...or can i call it my breakfast...so hungry...nvr ate anytink...my plans i made in the morning were also all thrashed up...haiz..bad day...hmm...eat my fav. fillet-o-fish...lols...sat at mac tok to BenS, Ferza,Aiman..decided to go see the awards presentation of the netballers..took a train there...its been quite long since i went there...forgtten where is the sports hall...lols...walk wrong way...at last still made it there...i still rmb where it is..lols...reach there...it seems that to go in mus pay...seems lar...lols...walk ard try to find a way to go in...we tot aiman go ask...he say mus pay $5 ar..lols! scammed...he nvr even ask..lols..MrLee also jus leave us outside like tat...so sad...no lar justkidding..lols..by the time we go in the awards were already gif out...haiz...went there...saw u...looking so fierce,angry,sad? not sure...look lyk a totally different person...didnt tok to you the whole time...nvm..k we were already there...why not jus watch the NSL match..(netball super league) ...hmm...really different from secondary levels...totally a higher level of play the game..Pro!..VIPERS(singapore) VS. a Bangkok team...forgtten the name...starting was a draw...gd play by both sides...the points jus keep catching up till the last score... Vipers 64 : Bangkok 25 ...woah...total thrash...nice...went home after tat...took mrt home...everyone alighted at smb... at last u at least wave to me a gd bye...=) ...went home doing some revision...SS blog too...hmm...going to slp now...wah! so late le...niteS..
*whatRuTinking?...



「 Friday, April 21, 2006 」
「 screaming away 11:11 PM 」

hmm?
friday! woo..last day of the week? no really tmr still gt a long day...Draggy days.. hmm ferza get well soon man..im so lonely during maths class... so quiet..not used to it..cant learn... i will jus daze away...MT lesson had a test.. hmm..again no time...i dun cheat so i hand up when it ended... after 10 mins yejia still doing...dots...nvm.. dun cheat myself...hmm...again chemistry lesson gt eaten again...rushed to recess gobble down my noodles without chewing...loLs.. went for class.. CH lesson so nice...always so slack...SLACKERS '07 rulez.. feels lyk its '06 now... wahahahs...NICE marks ..the last test..hmm.. Me/Brian-18 ..Ferza-17..Aiman/Benny/Jack-16...CH the subject for us!! woo...hahas.. do we slack tat much.?..nahs jus study smart ba...haiz.. other subject mus really work harder....all dun jus base on studying..application too....hmm...after school help out in the green day bazaar tinky..hmm...nvr follow you guys to the match...hmm..lost huh? nvm...i guess you guys already shown the rest of ur junior a gd example... shown the school that the you guys are gd and can fight to the top...last time thats not the case rite? hmm...my bro came back frm army for 2hrs..played wif him a match of dota...hahas...than he went back to camp again...lols...seeing him tmr again...book out..yay..hmm...tmr a long day...CH followed by chinese...still need to complete chinese..hmm...adioz..wahahahs..NiteS*
*UrSweetVoiceJustMakeMeSmile..Always*



「 Thursday, April 20, 2006 」
「 screaming away 11:30 PM 」

yea?
today was kind of a normal day...went to school jus in time...phew.. doing my normal stuff..haiz...ferza sick again...nvr come today...lols...everyone is feeling down...already tired out the whole day...still gt chinese class aft school..sian ar...wanna slp...aft class went mc to eat wif jac and benS...nice...shaker fries again? lolS.. saw sth happen...amazing..loLs.. drama show sia...went home after tat...haiz...netball gals lost jus by one point...close game i guess...hmm...wish u guys the best for tmr match...jiayoU!... byes..going to slp..Blah!..niteS...
*doUevenNoeIexist...



「 Wednesday, April 19, 2006 」
「 screaming away 9:38 PM 」

haiz..
people around me are getting more weird by day...today was quite a normal day...jus tat vani nvr come..yea..free periods..of cos..the feeling of stress is coming...really close to exams...One of my fren... i feel he's changing alot...frm bad to worst...feel lyk telling him...but his character is those who dun listens to anyone...wads happening!...haiz...feeling lost again...*
*why are eu so special 2 me?..



「 Tuesday, April 18, 2006 」
「 screaming away 11:30 PM 」

woah!
3 years have passed... it's our last sports day for my batch...fast? yeah..time flies...hmm...woke up early today though i nid not to... but wanted to buy sth for her...so wake up earlier..wore our class Tee..not bad...went to CWP to meet benny...went to search for the thing i wanted to buy...nvr sell...i siian diiao...haiz...nxt time ba...waited for the rest of my frens to come...at last nana, qi , yi , rah came...walk to woodlands stadium...mus cross a road rite? wah!.. our grandfather road ar? even lorry mus stop for us to cross...LOLS...the whole thing was ok...hahas...we already knew our class was impossible to win...4E3 won! yeah...congrats...had fun...the girls relay team did really well..won bronze medal...great job!..same mistake done by our boys side...send mich for wad? lols...nvm...see him so determined to run...jus let him run...still buy new shoe sia.! lols...nuts? at last...jus missed 3rd...hahas...no nxt year to try le...but it was still a great run...after everytink our class took a class photo...shld be quite nice ar..hahas...full BLACK..free milo outside the stadium...chiong ar..no lar...only drank 2 cups...than ferza brought one fake earring today...lols..i wore it and shock mdm vani...lols..she tot real...giving me the look " why u pieice! " nahs..it's fake..wahhahahas..went to cwp most of the shop were closed...followed the girls to eat...hmm...*joc,nana,rahs,qi,ling alot more... not hungry...so i and ferza nvr eat...after tat went to arcade...yeokling wanted to play the sweet game...ferza jus try...lols...get one sweet only...1 sweet for $1 ..LOLS...here we getting one sweet...the aunty at the side get one whole plastic bag!!...lols..still giving out to people...headed to the cinema after tat...sat outside there debating on which movie to see...chat there too.. at last i ,Za,Man,BenS nvr see...the rest went to see the black night...went to bens hse went their movie started...played some lame tinks there...lols...went home...celebrate my xiao di b'dae...hahas..i 4gt...lols...so bad har..hahas...went out for dinner...now jus came back....going to rush through my work now...seems lyk i wun be able to slp today..*dead tired...nvm...NiteS...
*whyDoULookSoSad..

*Me.benS



「 Monday, April 17, 2006 」
「 screaming away 9:46 PM 」

haix...
monday...boring...woke up reluctantly..last few days were fun...teasure it...feeling really low...waited the whole evening yesterday u jus nvr appear online...at school see so many ppl getting prize for their events...*plastic medals? lols.....boring day...long lessons...even P.E...wads wrong wif me?.. i not even enjoying P.E...haiz...ferza went home half way of school...sick? hope u get well soon..gt out class tees...ok...though many say its nice...but it could be nicer...lots of mistakes on the printing...my name also print HAwKzX? why is the Z small..nvm...still quite ok..the skater at the front was thrash...totally different...im using black tape..lols...after school no maths remedial...off we go again...but it rained...stuck in school...went to eat prata wif aiman...emm...nice...abit spicy...sat down with a few frens and chat...one tink is for sure...frens ard me are one by one going down...DOWN!...wee...sadX...No one wanna share their problems wif me...feeling kind of helpless...all i could do is say... it will be alrite...so pathetic...especially you...seeing u sad makes me feel terrible..not able to help make me feel worst...life pathetic...one moment u are up...soon u are down..all the way...down down down...cant feel worst than tat...though i dun show it...im kind of use to hiding it....sadness trap in me...hmm..? yea...? ...tmr is sports day...wish my class relay team the best of luck...."rolling" down tmr...lols..my hse jus beside woodlands stadium...hahas...yea ...NitEs..
*alwaes there for eu...
*helpless...



「 Sunday, April 16, 2006 」
「 screaming away 9:42 PM 」

heys...
sick and tired of my life...as usual..sunday nth much will happen...went out wif my family for lunch at sakae sushi...woah!.. 2 days in a row eat tat...nahx cant eat tat much...getting a slight cough...lucky i didnt really fall really sick.. tot i would haf a fever...hate to b sick...worst still when no one cares...wish u were by my side..hmm...doing the rest of the hw tats left...sometinks weird abt the people ard me...many tinks r happening at the same time...yea? jus pray for them to be safe and sound...dun wanna lose anyone...really.haiz...



「 Saturday, April 15, 2006 」
「 screaming away 11:38 PM 」

hmm...
so tired...last nite i slept at 2am...felt really sick in the morning...rushed to school having a feeling of collasping.. still managed to reach school i guess...sat on the table outside the classrm...jus too pain to greet anyone...even u...srry..the 1 and a half hr in the history rm was a torture.. almost died ..by the time i came out i was i silence... walk to one of the benches in the canteen lied down and slp for awhile...felt abit better...i went to play soccer...cant run much...difficulties in breathing properly... lols...one of the last ball i whacked until ferza face...so srry!.. duno wads happening to my life... went home after tat...without eat lunch...feeling low... for some reason...head staight to my bed...i slept till 7 ++...went down to ate dinner...cleared some doubt tat was hindering in my mind for awhile....really cant trust some ppl...hypocites!! nvm...jus let life pass..better catch some slp..nitEs*
*reallySrryZa..
*feeling really sick..
..needEuAreByMySide...




Wooo....
Today was a really Fun day...hahahs...hmm...woke up really late...i was really nice to slp...raining somemore...Went out with my bro in the late afternoon...been awhile since i went out wif him...Lols.. NS ma...went to Sakae Sushi at CWP for lunch...yea..My bro treat! ..lols..best!...had chicken ramen...ok ba...than headed for town...lols...went to play pool at one shop near Plaza Sing...my bro say no one de...Wah.! went there full hse .. lucky left one table...fun...long time since i played it... blah...after playing no where to go... jus walk ard the D.G market...than to the Catay oposite SMU...wow..big sia...surprize the building so big...only catay open at the last floor...others still under renovation...nice place...Bought tickets for the muvee "Art Of Seduction" ...720 than start... i tot i wunt be nice...cos it was the last choice we chosse...I look tat the time only 600...wa..1 and a 1/2 hrs do wad sia...hmm...went to P.S...look at the guitars they haf...Wa...dam ex...Quality abt the same...price difference...10 times? maybe not ...5times at least frm a normal brand.. walk ard for abt 1hr...went down...there was a bk clearance there...my bro found a book...and bought it...cheap...lols..went back to the theatre already late i tink 5mins...jus went in...the place was really new...went in...ppl started laugh...duno y...continue seeing...i laugh...jus funny...laugh till the end of the muvee...nice...the show ended abt 925...my father came to fetch us and my 2nd bro who was at far east...ar...buy new clothes again...lols...Crapper...ate sometink than went home...hmm...tired...tmr still gt SS lesson early in the morning...mus catch some slp...Nites...
*FindingAPlaceInUrHeart...

*Me.Dage.heading2town...


*The Cathay...



「 Thursday, April 13, 2006 」
「 screaming away 11:37 PM 」

yay...
the last day of the week...cos tmr is gd friday...holiday...yeah...nth really special..felt abit sick in the morning as if i've been poison...my stomach jus cramped up...haf difficulties in breathing...lols...i keep taking short breaks in class...even the teacher doesnt noe...close my eyes for abt 3mins with a bk in front of me...than look ard...repeated step one again...lols...felt weak...lyk i was collapsing..lucky all went well...i managed to overcome the pain for the whole day...after school head for chinese lesson...by now i was really in a daze...staring at the paper blankly...hahas...went for lunch at mac...tried their new fries...nice...Really bored...so we went to ferza's hse...to slack...hahas...so bored tat we watch some lame cartoon...bug's bunny...o ya..lonney toons..hahas..dam lame...after abt 6++ benny gtg..so we left...went hm feeling low...which part u dun get it..? or jus acting blur...lols....went to fetch my bro frm camp...hahas...gd friday ma...he can come back earlier...after tat went to haf my dinner..so late le...eat dim sum ar..lol.s...nice...so full...hahas...tats all ba...going to slp now...NiteX...
*DoIHafAPlaceInUrHeart?...



「 Wednesday, April 12, 2006 」
「 screaming away 10:44 PM 」

hmm...
my life is no going anywhere...im feel stuck...haiz..duno why? stressed up by the that "PHANG"... "PHANG" sai (nature calls) lar.. Lols..shldnt be stressed up by her...waste my time only...She really trashed the name of the pure science class...Including me n BenS...speading the news of us "skipping" class faster than wild fire..in fact we did not skip...maybe some of them did...most of us when for the heats...if tats not enuff...Giving some dumb remarks in front of us...JUST STFU and teach...she wasting time by repeating her complains...tired of hearing them...Even the P.E department noes...argh...bad impression of us...at least mdm vani noes tat we were going for the heat...and not *RUNNING* HOME!!!...after sports day still gt her lesson...*sick of seeing her innocent face...making us look lyk the bad guys...nvm...It seems lyk time has stop for the last one month...jus smiling on the facade...haiz...deep down still loving you..nites..
*stucked..



「 Tuesday, April 11, 2006 」
「 screaming away 7:49 PM 」

argh!
im peeved... nvm..today was quite ok...moodless days...ferza seems down today...not sure wad happen... hahas...but he still cheerup my day...hahas... chinese lesson came..tot i wun be a slacking lesson...lols..suddenly mus write essay...once again...my brain power is used up on it...but tis so call test was quite easy...done it without a dictionary..the rest of the lesson were jus lyk normal...hahas...Assembly some indian musicial started playing some music...boring...hahas...
After school...tat bloody teacher nvr say anytink abt having lessons after school...some of us tot that it was cancel becos of heats...suddenly before the lesson start..someone told me there a lesson ltr...But our form teacher had asked a group of us to go for the heats... ferza's father was fetching us...so we followed...i and bens walked "slowly" with nth to hide along the way frm the canteen to the gate...Suddenly, Ant came and said she wanna see us... haf a explaination to tell...we walked toward the class... reached there... she say..."i dun wanna tok to u 2"...when we wanna explain...she ask us to go back to our seat...im tinking lyk wtf? ...nvm...at last i tell bens we dun go le lar.. listen to her class... ferza sms bens sth... bens look at it...she say "can u all dun sms in my class"...cant she jus stop there...continue with wad "stop looking and toking to each other! "... i was looking at her...listening to her...she say that to me...i was really Accused again...Im really peeved..frm the day i step into her class her had been so biased...i was always get scolded for nth...at least more than 7 times... picking on me...DAM HER!!!!!!! ... i so mad of her... my mind jus refused to answer her qns... She jus keep saying "dun wanna attend my lesson ,can pack ur bag and leave" ... ask me to come.. a min ltr ask me to leave...At the last part...dismiss in less than 30mins... ask us to come back for wad? when dismissed still say "pack ur bags and "GO HOME" lar...Go home!" Wa..! im fuming.... we are not going home in the first place...going for heats!!!.... jus becos most of her fav. are not here today...she jus skip the practical... so BIASE !!... jus wrongly accused ...haiz...she said more untrue stuff also...her attitude jus sux...nvm...torrerate for another few months... i tink mus do more self study le... she is useless...jus there to say some fact which are not in the textbk...Crap...nvm...hoping for a better tmr...Nites...
*PeevEd...
*ItHurtsMe2LuvYa...



「 Monday, April 10, 2006 」
「 screaming away 10:59 PM 」

yea?
hahas...today was quite a unlucky day...suppose to wake up early head to school to do my tys...argh!...waked up late..not only late..terribly late...i woke up at 645...wa..bath than rush to school in my dad's car...jus reached in time...but in my head was filled wif stress..havnt do tys how? started doing it...hoping can finish in time...today almost all the lesson i wasnt listening...i was doing tys... ALOT!!! lols..at last manage to do finish b4 school ended...P.E was crap once again...running? boring..."JiaYou" sweet voice frm Ya...hahas...after school went for dental appointment...crap? lols..
frm 2.00 they move the time to 2.20...then 3.10...lucky i aint a impaient guy...waited....by the time i go in i was half dead tired...lie on the chair...dentist say i nid to numb ur gums...say the pain will only be a super hard pinch...yea it was...but for abt 20 secs...my brain almost brust...the pain was terrible..for the rest of the job was pain less... the injection pain last until now...still hurting...making me have a terrible headache...after tat do my hw at school...see the high jump heats too...7++ i tink still havent end...but didnt see till the end...hmm...yeah...lastly to the netballers...try harder in the nxt match...dun let defeat bring u down...hahas.. Joc nxt time be more careful ..Netball quite violent ar...hahs...nth else...tats all for the day...nites...
*LuvYaSoMuch!!!...



「 Sunday, April 09, 2006 」
「 screaming away 1:16 AM 」

Yups...
another week has pasted..went to school in the morning for sulaiman's lesson...2 hrs lesson...hmm...seems long but short..after tat went to play soccer...hmm..it was ok...playing for fun it's always fun...yup..learn a tink or 2 frm mr zaf...hw to play defence effectively...stuck in school cos it rain...hahas..to past time we play our own "joga bonito" hahas..fun...but the goal post was quite big i guess for futsal..hahas...went for lunch after tat...hmm..mac again...getting bored of it.. harry and tony came to mac ltr ...after lunch harry went off...then we(Me,Joc,Aiman,Tony and ferza lyk duh) headed to ferza house ...jam until our last strength...hahas...fun for a saturday...learn the whole solo for the w.o.t.s...hahas...and a new song...GSF...nice...hahas...Just have a weird feeling abt sometink i saw...didnt imagine it would be him at all...telling him so many things related to tis stuff...weird huh...doubts on who im trusting....haiz...Gonna get over tis so called "phobia"...so tat i wun be dumbfounded...towards u..after heading home myself...aiman suddenly chase up..hahas..have a gd chat wif him...wish u all the best in getting ur freedom soon..hmm...tmr mus wake up early...can say today..better catch some sleep...NItes...
*SeeingUrImageDissapearIntoTheDarkness...
AsSoonAsUWaveGoodBye..
*missingEuU..






「 Friday, April 07, 2006 」
「 screaming away 11:04 PM 」

yeah...
supposed to be fun today...chemistry lesson spoil my whole day..but then nvm...In the morning some mistake by my bro..took my vest to school..suay lar.. after he release frm school than gt it frm him...by the time i reach school im late for speech day...nvm...nothing happen..met up wif bens, brian,ferza n jack...aiman too...yeah..fun ar..only till the end of the day then met the others..wa..so buzy ar..receive a pack of m&ms frm joc...hahas...cant resist to eat it..lols...thx anyway...it brighten up my day...though its at the end of the day...and u really looked good today...LoLs...hmm...took some pics together wif the other ushers b4 everything started...kind of boring was the hall segment..lucky i wasnt the audience...can die..sit for abt 2hrs++...after the whole tink..i , ferza jac went to collect our food..sudden jac dissappear..nvm...i and ferza sit on the guest table and eat..lols..ltr meet up the rest..nana,qi,rahx,brian,bens...hahas..sit,eat and tok...seems fun ar..ya..had fun lar..buffet food was nice...hahas...but i nvr ate much...overhungry..so only can eat abit...after that hear the band play some nice tunes..hahas..everyone started clearing...we sat down and started taking photos...hmm..some nice ones..post up ltr ba...some wif nana camera...went home after tat...suay gt caught in the rain..totally soaked..nvm ...tml gt class ar...gotta slp..tired day..nites...
*thx.fer.m&ms
*luvYa!

*Ferza.Bens.Me


*FrenS4eva[Rahx,Qi,Nana,Bens,mE]


*m&ms..myFAV...


*mE.LaoJie =)


*mE.Nana.Qi



「 Thursday, April 06, 2006 」
「 screaming away 10:11 PM 」

hahas...=)
fun? yeah..today the last day of the week...hehe...tmr speech day so school shut down for one day..haiz..but still gt chem lesson..so siian..8- 10 am...after tat im really lost on where to go...deciding tmr...u not until 4.15pm i'll be at sembawang doing nth...really nth ..where to go? hahas..hmm...today i bought a new watch...yea..black with style man...one of my fav.colour..black..gt a new one cos y old one went missing..yea...mus start my savings now...gonna buy some nice for her...hmm...my pocket money really not enuff sia...hmm...eating more by 50cents than my school money a day...lol.s..still mus try to save...hahas...cant imagine how last time i save to buy things i wanted...hehe pro ar..hmm...tmr gonna go for speech day too...so it aint a holiday for my class as everyone is involve in it...homework is stacking up...hahas...Slping time..hehe...NItes..
*luvingYa..!




「 Wednesday, April 05, 2006 」
「 screaming away 9:25 PM 」

yeah..it's wednesday once again...hmm...half of the week has past..lols..always feeling tired on the second half of the week...hahas...but i promise someone to come school everyday...i aint weak...hahas...today im feeling fine..hmm...seeing lessons pass by..lyk wad weisong say at recess..3 hrs past so fast...thinking of it its 2 more months to chinese 'o' levels...hmm...my brain aint for chinese...keep forgeting words...even easy ones...feeling hopeless in chinese...haiz...after recess was english...yeah..at last..someone pull the fan towards us...for the last 3 months have been burning in english class...at least now its better...after school had speech day reharsals...lols..i be usher...not Jay-Z or 50cent...USHER!..lols..just kidding..nuts? usher lar...those who guide 'lost' people...lols...nxt time i will jus give a compass to the 'lost' person..hahas =)...forget mich man...not in-charge of us come and mislead us...lols...quite slack..fun but boring...after tat when down to see the netball match...yeah..yups..team smb won again...hmm...i can say..u guys r really gd...not say becos of someone...really gd..hahas...mr.tamil also dam funny ar..."now..now!!!" suddenly gt one part say"no...no!" confused all the players...wahahahs...hmm...after the match ferza went home...yea..nth more to see yea..b4 it started raining i went home...hmm...yups..gonna slp in awhile..yea..NItes..
*missYA! =P



「 Tuesday, April 04, 2006 」
「 screaming away 11:01 PM 」

yea...Fun day at school..=) ...hahas...glad tat she is back to her norm..smileX..stay happy..hahas..erm...kind of tired though not sure y? though i slept early ytd... blah..wadeva..lols..same old school days wad can i tok abt..only tat mt no teacher..hahas..fun! yea..of cos..chat wif my gd of frens abt our sec 1 days..really fun sia..wish i was back to the past..but sec 1 i had too many problems too..so i rather not...hmm... after school supposed to have sup-class..but again..it was cancel...woo...lols..free again.. decided to stay to see the match at school...after eating played a bit of soccer..really slack..it rained suddenly i wouldnot stop..lols..so the match was cancel... kind of wasted...but they are happy..lols..nvm then..hahas...still fun...at least my mind is relax...when it started raining i noe the match was gonna be cancel..but sth put me back and i stayed on...hahas...went home after tat...going to slp now...NITES...
*missing.you...
*luvYA!



「 Monday, April 03, 2006 」
「 screaming away 9:29 PM 」

hmm..yea..wadeva...loLs...nth much to tok abt today...jus a normal monday with the normal blues..bens was not in school today...first time sia..without him really the mood more blue...im jus wasnt myself today..felt weird..laugh for no reason...lols..crap stuff coming out frm me...wad was i tinking... hmm..i tink i got to get on with life and live life to the fullest potential...i cant hold back myself anymore...yea..P.E was ok..gd game guys anyway..after school there wasnt a suplementry class...woo...free for the second time...but i jus felt weird...toking to you...holding back all i wan to say..*silence...i will jus reply "yea?" ..hump~...went to mac after school...jus abit too full ba...lols..i had enuff of fast food i guess..eating it jus feels bored...went to cut my hair...argh..look so crappy..haiz..cant find the shop i usually go...im lyk lost in my our world..why? lols..no choice had to go to my house below the saloon...cut cut cut...turn out better than i tot...at least it's shorter now..better...hmm...wanna slp early today...NITES...
*luvYA! always...



「 Saturday, April 01, 2006 」
「 screaming away 11:34 PM 」

normal saturday...normal lessons...normal 10-11am...than soccer? hahas... hmm...soccer is great..although i cant play really well...it's fun..ya...waited for Joc to finish her tink wif azwiza..than started..after a while bens left..duno someone in hospital? hahas..continued playing until all of us i wored out...the sun was really hot...then went kfc to eat...really hungry..hmm...zinger again..wa really full...hahas...lols.. suddenly gt a small gal wanna wash her hands...hahas...took a chair and stand facing the basin..taufiq so gd hearted...ar...lols..hold the chair..in case she fall..lols..to our surprize she wash more then 4 times...joc manage to stop her at last...we were tinking wheres her mother ...then a even smaller version of her came and did the same tink..tis tink repeated after they ate finish their meals...lols..i kept laughing...hahas...after tat felt bored so we went to ferza house..hmm..fun! hahs. gt to play his el. guitar..yea..hoping to get one for myself..soon...hahas...joc was lyk trying all the instruments in the house...hahas...had fun lar..jamming together...when all gt tired...we went to the t.v started watching soccer...woo...brimingham draw wif chelsea..yea...loser...lols...nahx..jus feel tat they are too arrogant... ferza cooked a burned pizza lols...we r all noob in cooking...hahas...after tat went home...hmm...i was really worried abt u...i jus dumbfounded.. hmm.. jus sure tat u be safe wif aiman there..cheer up k?....smileX ....hmm..going to slp in a while..yea...mE! signing off...loLs..
*dumbfounded-



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