「 Friday, March 31, 2006 」
nahx..dun mind my title if u can see it...hahass..getting freaked out by people abt me tis few weeks...i starting to noticed things have really changed since sec 3...hmm...calm and innocent...now..nuts..our mind evolved into so complicated tat no one can read...how act it totally diffrent frm wads inside us...hmm..actually a total opposite...when will we open up lyk last time...secrets are really kept to ourselves...it seems we cant really trust people..even ur close frens?haha..nahx..i haf a few fren whom i trust alot..but still many i haf doubts...reality is really hard...i wish i was in a fantasy..haha...dream on...nth much today happened in skool...normal day..with some really nice pre-april fool's day jokes...and speech day rehersals...hmm...can i say i had fun..? maybe not..hmm..at least now im no more an audience...a better job now..usher..no nid to sit there lyk wooden blocks...after the hall rehersal finish i n ferza went down..wa...downstairs more livelyer than upstairs..yea?..i jus feel lyk asking u.."Are u ignoring me at school?"...i really wanna noe wadca tinking in tat complicated mind of urs..hmm...? hmm...i noe if i ask u...the situation will even get worse...ha...nth more happen today..only i slack too much...beta catch some slp gotta go for sulaiman's SS lesson...maybe soccer after tat...maybe not...seem kind of bored...always every sat we'll play for 30 mins than cao..cos too hot...hmm..nites *MissYA..
「 Thursday, March 30, 2006 」
hmm...day by day...another week is gonna cross by...seems slow...but i didnt notice it was already thursday...tot its was thursday...forgotten to d/l naruto so unable to watch today...haiz..nvm... tmr ba...hmm today ar? o..reluctant to get up of bed..so comfortable...wahahahas..took all my brothers pillow to sleep...5 or 6 pillow ba...at the end left only 1 in the morning...LOLS...wa!...saw the clock 615 le..washed my face...changed than take my breakfast frm the kitchen...took my father's car to the mrt...hmm...kind of lucky..caught the last 7am train at least came early to school...hmm...feel tat my hair is quite long...seems lyk i went back to sec 2 days...when my hair was really very long..with no style huh...feel lyk cutting...but i scared later grow again mus cut again before teacher check... jus haf to bare with the bad hair days for another week...aint tat bad...the classic side parting..hahas...a maths abit confusing...tis new chapter i duno when to use which formula...gotta study...not real much happen today... i jus feel low...it really seems tat she have drifted away from me...we harder spoke to each other...today i tink she didnt even speak to me...maybe only on msn...hmm...i jus find it hard to tok to her too...i will jus go blank...and walk away...things has change alot...hmm...amaths test tmr...mus go study...gotta slp early today...the last day of the week..argh...jus rmb tat i also nid to go for the speech day rehersals..crap...audiences rehers what sia...clap hands? LOLS...nvm...a long day tmr...but it gonna be fun ... hehe...hope lar...when there a hope mean there a way rite..? hahas ..revising time..NITES!..
*youarereallySPECIAL2Me*
「 Wednesday, March 29, 2006 」
today huh..long day..still tired frm the lack of sleep 2 days ago...went to school in a blur and shagged look i guess...aint no punky hair huh...many people tot i became a angel from heaven...woah..lols..nope..jus tired...hmm...today was quite ok..she did not treat me tat cold le ba...hahas..for the last 1 week, really cold...still having doubts abt wad she is tinking...In reality the weather is also abit crazy...rain awhile than stop...suddenly so hot...feel sick in class...keep on wanna "leak"..lols..ferza kept on sneezing ..hahas..funny...after school lyk every wednesday..it will be boring..hahas..so i stayed back wif bens and did our hw...at least get off the stress now first...cos later go home still gt history hw to complete...now jus done all finish ...stress lvl 0...hahas..going to slp le..hmm...it would be the earliest i slept tis week i guess..nites..phew...
*wads in that complicated head of urs.
*feeling better
- 'finding.my.way' -
「 Tuesday, March 28, 2006 」
hmm...well...today was kind of a long day...ytd could slp till 3++...tossing abt the bed fmr 12mn to 3am...i cant imagine the things which are going to happen...after i slept..shld be peace...but nahx...dreamed of a really dumb dream...make me really tired today..exhausted...A new maths chapter...my brain is really trying to cope with the pace...will it break down? hahas...the rest of the day was fine...but at the end of the day...got chem practical...hmm...getting sick of it...though the calculations part im still having a bit of a problem...nid to tink longer than anyone else..lols..hahas...do the whole titrations in abt 15mins...slowly do the calculations...after tat i lied on the table and slept..wa..fast ar..joc tap me ask me y so sleepy...i dam blur reply her...byebye...LOLS..maybe cos i too hungry...went to eat school food again for lunch..crappy food..hahas...maggie is even better...went home after tat...reached home i noticed i forgt to bring my key...trapped outside the house...wanted to slp already...in my mind * there goes my nap...gonna wait for my father to come back ba...so i took out the story book...Lulking in the dark? i guess...nice stories in there...i also learned abit how to use "in media res"...after i gt in the house...i slacked...spoiled my plans..slept for awhile than continue with my history...after 4 history essay to complete...that's all for today i guess.... NItes
*seeing u sad make me sad too...
- 'feeling.lost' -
「 Monday, March 27, 2006 」
today i woke up freezing..hmm...bath at 12mn ytd...woke up it was raining...hahas..felt great...hmm...went to school...still fearing of the amaths test...then bens say vani nvr come...wow...i was so happy...now than i noticed maths controlled my life...when no maths...the longest day become the shortest day...really mentally feel free...P.E was kind of boring...haiz..lim lar..nvm..but after p.e we did not fun enuff of soccer..so we played in the rain...hahas fun? ok lar..it's been years since i last played soccer..cos now p.e no soccer...totally soaked ...in rain water.. when to change to some dry clothes.. then go for history..wa slack again...fun...then recess..time passed really fast...physics jus nid to listen to teacher...some say sth at physics lesson which spoil my whole day up... i was in a low mood till the end of the day...sad...went to kfc..chat wif the few punkers..haha...brian ,bens, ferza n me...ate zinger meal dam full...haha...had fun with our handphone's...lols..hmm..after the rain stop we went home...hmm...started doing my history homework..hmm..then play my guitar...trying out a new song...Far away..nice.hahas...then something struck me down...haiz...i tot i would not affect me...but it did...i feel lost now...what shud i do nxt...
- 'feeling.lost' -
「 Saturday, March 25, 2006 」
yea?...boring saturday...hahas...must go school for sulaiman's lesson..hmm..took my father's car to school...great lesson...always have fun in sulaiman's lesson..a great teacher..with some sad stories...i feel tat his life is really sad...haha..but he's really strong to overcome it...mus learn frm him...after 1 hr the lesson ended...really fast cos he said it was going to be 2hrs ytd...went home after tat no where special...went home..slp till 7 pm ...wa..really late..i even skiped lunch...hmm...hungry....haha...nvr go for ferza performace at gig..cos mus follow my family for dinner...o my..met a lunatic...haha...he dance really funny...i n my brother laugh until stomach ache...haha..crazy guy...he also abit aqua lar..haha...came back after dinner...now writing tis post..haha...got to rest early...really a tiring week...niteS...
- 'dreaming.of.you' -
「 Friday, March 24, 2006 」
hmm...ha..today is one tiring day...ytr i slept late cos mus complete the chinese hw...woah..that was close...i almost nvr come to school...put my alarm at 6..i 6.30 the wake up...i tot it was 5.30..still went to bath...wa..late liao...even later than 2 days ago i rush to school at 6.45 reach jus in time...lucky today i forced my father to fetch me...if not hmm...no chance in reaching to school...at school really tired ...hahas.. half dead at maths lesson...yea..a test some more...i almost died...nah..i finish the test smoothly..kind of easy..hmm...looks lyk its the first time im saying amaths is easy...ok lar..followed by chinese test...CHINESE!!! did i hear "CHINESE" wa...realy tough..burn my brain power in it...so tired ,stress wanting to gif up...really...at last chem practical i only did twice..hahas i cheated...nah..actually most of the people only do twice..i do thrice only tis time...rest of the day was really slow...but relax...after school...all my frens gt speech day rehersal...haiz...friday also..ferza went to prayers...leaving me one person...anyway im tired..so i went home...sat by the com ....went to my blog...i started to feel it abit not really nice..changed it..nicer? i tink so ba...after at 5 started seeing all the anime that i did not haf the time to watch for the last few weeks...kind of buzy lately...woah...really alot..watch until 7++ ...than watch the ff7..which my frens told me abt it few months ago..but i didnt haf the one with the subtitles..manage to get one wif sub-titles..really nice...the graphics are really gd..lols..i noticed most of the characters like to act cool...hahas...cloud's combo at the ending was really nice..argh.. i nid to use the head phones to watch cos my brother dam noise...play the game " O2Jam " ...haha.. dumb? lols.. nahs..haha...i jus feel its not fun...quite a mind tinking game...jus came back from dinner...late? hmm...cos the ff7 ended at 930..the uncle downstairs also serve the food dam slow..hahas...hmm...tats all ba..wanna go slp already... tmr still have sulaiman's SS lesson..2hrs somemore...hahas...still gonna count myself lucky i can slp later...some of my frens gonna wake up really early tmr..haha for their cca ar..lols...I'll be slping..wahahahahas...nites..
- 'missing.you' -
「 Thursday, March 23, 2006 」
hmm...i feel better today...at least i feel not tat ignored i guess...hmm..quite a normal day...sec 4 days are quite boring...either online..watching tv...or studying..nvr really go out with frens...quite slack ar today...First mr lee took so long to come to class...but kind of lucky..i forgotten abt the redoing of the hw for english...done all before i left physics...than after recess pang for some reason nvr come...hmm...slack lor..the work she gave was easy...after school suppose to go chinese class ba..but teacher nvr come...how we noe mus go...shld haf left earlier...lols..suddenly sarah come in the class saying gt chinese class...brian chao..lols..all say dont go..haiz.. at the end most went...wads going to happen tmr..hope nth happens...ya..still gt chinese hw to do..maths too..stressed up wif chinese...maybe not going jc le ba...chinese really a main problem in me...scared i would be lyk my bro fren who still stuck in jc becos he failed chinese...even for poly not sure where to go..shld i follow my bro to business?..haha..maybe..not bad course either...BORED...
- 'missing.you' -
「 Wednesday, March 22, 2006 」
heys...lols...she still not online ar...duno y..though today no hw...nvm..haha..today ar..quite a normal day i can say...nth much happened..hmm...no one scold me today i guess...kind of free..yea..there was a handphone prank today again..wahahahahs..same tink happen..call than put down..lol.s.. i cant play it..prepaid card call too slow le..haha..my card also running low..gonna top up tmr..or maybe signing a new line..hehe ..will be better ba...today hmmm....very bored..better if gt someone to tok to... haha..went online to play cs..woah.. my skill still quite there... pawns..wahahhahs...16 - 4...lols...than bored of it again...haha..hmm..speak of the angel!!..she's online..lOLs...devil? nah i'll leave it as angel.. tats all ...nitez..
- 'missing.you' -
「 Monday, March 20, 2006 」
today? jus felt weird in school today...it's really hard to forget a special someone...really hard..really hurts me though...
- 'missing.you' -
「 Sunday, March 19, 2006 」
yea...so fast one week has passed...many thing happen huh...there were good , bad , up and down..kind of a variety i shld say...last day meaning the ending is near..argh..havent finish my homework...woke up watch abit of the tv...then it's "CHIONG" time...i did the log ws first...lols...so hard i guess...better buck up...then joc sms me wanna come mac to study...haiz..raining...gotta wait for it to stop i guess...continued to pour for 1/2 hour..tired of waiting i changed and went out...reached there already 5pm..sat down and did my hw with aiman , bens , joc , geena...after awhile ferza came...then we stop awhile and ate our dinner...with "free" music frm behide us..time passed really fast...it 9++ going to 10pm..everyone split and went home...headed home...haiz....tinks really went the way i tot it would..sadly..hmm...gonna slp early i guess...tmr a new term begans..hope it would be better...
- 'waiting.fer.u.always' -
「 Saturday, March 18, 2006 」
Hahas...today...is my lao jie belated birthday ar..lols.. reena ar..turn 16 liao le(last week)...wahhahahhas...so old..nah ..JK...lols..waked up so called late..9.30am..suposed to go bens house to do hw...at last nvr ...lols.. so tired..hahas...slp until 12.30pm ..wa..my bro nvr call me up...change than run to Sp to meet the others..haha...siian..they also come late...except for ferza ar..lols..130 more of the ppl here already ...aiman card gt prob so haf to wait...then i and ferza wanted to buy a present..lols..go one shop see see...maybe the other one better...see see...lols..lousy..wanna go back the other shop..we see tis sign.." out for lunch break " argh...lols...mus gif nxt time liao..haha...go back down ...aiman still not ready...joc and geena started to call reena house say they r not going...lols...so lame..wahahhahas...nvm..duno even gt trick her mahs..reach there she had no reaction...lols..hmm... nice lunch anyway...pizza , KFC ..PEPSI wooo....the best drink...lols..then after tat tired wine...i 4gt i gt tis problem...when i drink it.. my face will turn dam red...lols..i tot its been a long time already ...maybe will not haf the same effect...hahas...turn out to be the same..hahas...at least not lyk my cousin who drank XO and gt fever after one cup.. im saying a "MUG"...lols..nuts...chat wif our group of me, jocelyn, ferza, benny,aiman, geena, muhd, aishini , reena...listen to nana's mum experiences...hmm...seems lyk we have not seen much of the world yet..lols..after lunch continue sat down and chat..hmm.. took some photos...haha..then headed home at abt 7++...lols.. walking to the mrt...gt a lunatic chased after us...lol.s...joc so lame ar..say wad "IM LATE!" then she and geena cao..wa..sudden ferza and aiman also run...i see them run i also run...lols..after a while manage to run away...suddenly ferza turn back ...shout " IM very LATE!!" lols.. i look behide ..wa that guy haf those big eyes... and a pervert smile...wa...ferza run dam fast...lols..suddenly all run again...wah..i laugh until pengs when we were safe...lol...hmm..took mrt back home..at home again doing nth...lols...boredom.. guess im going to start hw now..hahas..byes..
- 'waiting.fer.u.always' -
* Ferza.Aiman.Me.at.nana's.hse.
*Me.JoC.
「 Friday, March 17, 2006 」
hmm...lols.. just tired today haha....ytd or so called today i slept at 5am and woke up at 8am...wa..3 hrs only.. but no tat tired...only i look blur...planned to go to the movies...hahas ... reach there at abt 12...lols.. waited for my frens until 1230...lols.. than when for lunch at BK...erm...for once i eat the slowest...lols..maybe becos she was stting beside of me..lols.. nah...i jus crap too much...after lunch went to the cathay...argh... no shows... only one lame "shaggy DOG" lols.. follow the girls to the arcade... wa ultimate spenders...jus duno y i feel that arcade u spend ur money really fast..haha.. $1 one game of daytona...can actually play 1 hrs of lan game....so we jus follow them seeing them play...hahas...after tat at 4 ++ we went to SMB park... to meet up wif the rest...becos gt a class bbQ...haha...at the bus stop meet up wif the other gang...together we head to SMB PARK...hahas...boring lar.. not everyone one was there yet...brian was still out ... his birthday ...haha..after tat a group of us went to play soccer... wa jack hit my broken wound...then very pain...lols.. i tot nth..so continue to play... lols... reach home then notice bleeding lyk siao...after the soccer match...we continue to eat BBQ...hmm.. nice...We continue our plan after the BBQ...went to the view rd the old mental hospital...hmm... jus went there...nothing much happen ..haha...took a bus home... hmm...tink i going to slp le ...kind of tired really...lols..
bye...
- 'waiting.fer.u.always' -
*me.brian.heading.for.view.rd.
「 Thursday, March 16, 2006 」
Today another day of the holiday pass again...time really past really fast...thursday already huh...i still havnt do most of the hw...wa..jus found out today still gt a chemistry hw...really sick of school...for the sick of my future...i need to study ...haha..dun wish to be a road sweeper...understand..haha...hope i dun break down in the process of tis major year...my body is kind of weak tis year.. keep getting sick... for no reason.. even now my throat hurts a little...early morning 9am came to school for maths..argh.. i tot 1 hour..it was 4 hrs.. wa! i was shock.. another 4 hrs lyk yesterday...lols..2 hrs of mdm vani chanting...lols.. duno gt go in mahs..hahas...than a maths test ...another shock..lols. nvr study for it.. at 1pm we were release...ar...hahas...although free..we still feel stress huh...a few day ago after SS lesson our minds were so relax to even tok at kfc for 2 hrs.. now after we ate our lunch everyone head home...hmm...wanna to do hw...haha...relax awhile.. than do abit...after tat i went out wif my bros.. haha...bought some stuffs..hmm...wanted to go storm raiders the pool or the lan shop awhile...wa! no more shop...sian... jus gonna go home n slp...haha...tmr still got bbq ha...hahas...my frens still debating on tmr movie..haha..now a long wait till 3 am..hahas...byes...
- 'waiting.fer.u.always' -
「 Wednesday, March 15, 2006 」
today is a normal day...hmm..nth much really...chemistry lesson started at 7.30am..so early..haiz..issit a holiday or wad..? lols.. untill 11.30am..4 hourS!!! of practical...getting bored of it... lols.. seems alot..actually suppose to be till 1pm... tats even worst..so we are quite lucky...after class .. i went home..yup..wif benny ,jac ,rentro...kind of boring...so hungry..i wanted to eat..hahas..too bad no one wanna eat..went home in hunger..ltr bens followed me to cwp to eat...haha ..told ya benny... the chicken rice not bad rite...haha...qctually its really nice...erm..i went home after that...hahas....slack at home the whole day..gonna do my homework now...gonna start now...hahas..if no i'll be in trouble ..hehe..hahass....byes..
- 'waiting.fer.u.always' -
「 Sunday, March 12, 2006 」
Hmm...jus came back from camp today...abit tired cos nvr really slept much..Nvr really do much in camp also...cos I in F&B (food & beverages)means I only nid to do work at every meal time...quite bored at there...hmm...can say that 3 days was really long...when I was a cadet I tot the senior dam slack dam fun...actually it's not...I rather do sth...so I gt a choice...weather to stay at my bulk to use the com, slp or walk ard the school...I chose to walk ard...cos wanted to see her..haiz..tis 3 days I've been thinking to ask her..but I have no courage...hahas...still say I nth to do walk ard skool har..lols..ya..i really gt nth to do.. at camp also gt sth very funny..raj brought his hard drive..lolls in side gt the cartoon south park.. wa..dam funny..i tot south park was jus a drawing..didn't noe it's such a lame show..lols.."o my god u killed Kenny"..LOLX.. gt one character called Kenny keep getting killed.. funny..last day of camp was a relieve..lols.. but everyone woke up late..LOLS..supose to report at 6..we woke up at 6..the gals were also lock up in the ops room so no one call us up.. in the end 6 than wake up..the program all have to delay by 30 mins..after break camp at 12.plus..went to KFC to eat..yum.. seems lyk 1 year nvr eat KFC liao ..hahas..again she was just in front of me..haiz....jus cant understand myself....after that I went back home..arg.. no internet..haiz.. dam bored..my mother forgotten to pay..again..haiz.. mus wait 1 day liao..siian..listen to music the whole day..I going to see "guess guess guess "now..hahahs.. funny show..hmms..still gt many hw to do..chiong ar..hahas..cant slack le...(2 days gone)
「 Friday, March 03, 2006 」
Today the day pass quite fast...not really much happen at school...after school gt NCC...haiz again...man im broed of it..forced to go... hahas..really zou bo..lucky gt the board to deco.. u not i siian 1/2.. quite nice lar the board cannot say realy ulgy...hahas..hmm...after NCC yea..wanna go home..lols.. forgt got the meet the parents session... lols..the talk was... can i say dam...ya dam.. dam long...lols..i can see most of the parents were quite bored..almost falling aslp..tinking of it...is it meet the parents or the lecturers?lols.. hmm...meet the teachers not quite a problem...teachers have quite a gd impreesion of me i guess..done reasonably well tis term.. so not much to say.. lucky nvr get back chemistry paper if not mdm pang will massace me...haha..when home very late..lucky ferza father fetched me home..thanks Mr fernado...hahas...tired ..tmr still gt sulaimans's lesson gotta go to slp..byes..
「 Thursday, March 02, 2006 」
Today really reluctant to come to school cos many homework i did not do...cos ytd i sleep early...tired..today receive most of the papers liao except for chemistry..haiz... i noe i could do better for most of them.. nvm tis is jus the ca1 .. guess i nid to work harder than...CHIONG AR..'O' Level here i come...LOLS XD...
Results:
English -15/30
History- 22/25
Physics- 44/50
E.maths- 34/40
A.maths-25.5/40
Chinese- Too bad le..
「 Wednesday, March 01, 2006 」
It's been almost a year since i last blog. LOLs.. so long huh? too buzy maybe... Hmm... Today is my school annual X-country. Met my frens at 645 in the morning at Mac...almost took the bus... but ferza father was fetch him...so we took his father car too..lucky...if not...we would be late lyk the other did..detention lols...no mood to run....so nvr run...at last at the road there i sprint back cos i gt sick of the fumes frm the cars...WA! still can get 5 points...lols..after the whole event my class won 3rd in the overall class award...hmm...took some quite nice photos...yup..some really really nice ones..after that a group of us went to L.J.S at yishun to eat....lols..srry joc for wad i did anyway..=)) ..the food was not bad...after that i went home...cos the others wanted to play bball at 12 noon...tat crazy...lols..went back home i slept till 6 and slack the whole day...tats all for today i guess...
*bens.za.rah.me.nana.yi.
*Me.Joc.
