「 Thursday, April 28, 2005 」
Wow...tis week rox man...so short and it also falls on my birthday...wahahahs..today the day so fun...wahahahs..friday period change woth today's period...wa..maths become 4 period...can sleep man...Haiz..today also is 2 of my gd teachers leaving liao..Ms Tay n Ms Lai..lol.. they teach so gd ar..LOLx..haiz..but one tink..they nvr give me birthday presents..LOL...wa...but nvr do finish english project...so muz choing....at recess still choinging...until nvr hear until bell...than tio scolding by raj and sulaiman...LOLX...than ask us go back class...at class sulaiman become so lame...say wad stalin will not come visit us...because lenin is still alive..lol than my fren say...lenin alive mehx...dots...today my birthday rite...but tis year so special...nvr tio big mac by my frenz..wahhhas...receive 2 special presents from 2 special frenz...i wanna say tks to jocelyn for her "creative" presentand being such a gd fren..wahahahas..and also to benny..for being such a gd bro...lame sia...joc say wad gif me stars so creative..than i say...i more creative..punch ur face than got stars liao...wahahahass..on top of ur head...hmm...then after school havent do finish the english project mah....so complete it after school...haiz joc "bang sah" juZ joking...benny went home early lar...cause his father fetch him...but i stay back to complete it...after that i ,ferza,muhd and frenz went to kopitiam to eat..than also met until iskandar..lol he lyk lost..lol..then they eat the mee rubus so hot until they wanna cry..lucky i eat u-mian..hahax...went home abt 5++ liao...so i use the com...went out to eat with my family..yum yum...nice...then my eldest bro call and say he got a silver for syf..LOLx...ok lar...after come home...start to cut the cake...Chesse cake...my favourite cake..hahas...than my bro gave my a cute little soft toy...lol...haha...than eat cake...now...blogging lar...so fun ar today...tmr is sports day already..just seems lyk now im still in sec 1...haha..time really flys...i now 15 years old liao...mus start tinking for my future and make time for gers lol...haha...wish tat i can do well for my coming exams lar...yea....SPORT DAY...wahahahaS...
「 Wednesday, April 27, 2005 」
Yea...today school only half day..12pm...leave school already..haiz...but my class haf 2 take care of the maths booth in the library so 6++ than go home...today...the day started quite ok lar...only bring wrong book for SS...than other than that everytink went well...i tink...LOLX..after school...we went for a break before we all meet at the library..at 1am...so many ppl no tie..lucky i got 3 extra... so i lend here...and there...lolx..than set up the booth but must wait for so long...mdm vani also dun let us use our mp3, hp ...haiz...so sianz..so we all act lyk reading book but actually listening to our mp3..hahaz...while waiting...ferza and zi yang so lame sia...do wad magic trick with ferza hp...lol..LAMEXXX...i n benny start taking pics...at abt 4.30...the maths booth corner start..the primary school kid start to come in...most of them so xia lan...wahahahahs...maybe not lar...some cute cute...lolx.."Punk33" in operation...the game so fun ar...cause my team make de mah...the primary sch ppl love it...I tink...LOLX...haiz...raymond muz learn to zhang da...keep saying "jocelyn zhao ni" n wad.."jocelyn own u kiss"..haiz...lol...i wack u ar raymond....lamer sia...all...at the end of da day...i tink everyone tio glitinters.. wahahahs..so sticky...haiz...overall quite a gd day lar...getting closer to my birthday liao...! 1 More Day...
「 Tuesday, April 19, 2005 」
haiz...today really sad day for me...however i had some fun times...the day started not very gd... although chemistry lesson..was quite ok...PE..was fun...i tink maybe it was the most fun part of the day..lol...Aiman defended so well but i sill score...LOLX...actually if i really kick it wouldnt haf scored..the ball would have hit Aiman...but too bad the ball was too fast...so miss..but the tip of my show still hit....quite powerful still..pooww!!...goal..that was the last goal of the day...jacky ram the ball out than he muz go take lar..so far...hahax..chem lesson again...sian today got 4 periods of chem... but at least got get a prodect at the end of the practical...no effort wasted...but it was fun...LOLx...make the spoon hot hot...than put in water..lyk can shoot back sia...recess wasnt tat gd...mr ong didnt come...so i went to find mdm sunita...so hard to find..until at last only eat tom yam noodles...some more the aunty put so much.. the sauce than not nice liao...english lesson was a test.. although i did completed it...im still not confident in passing..hiaz...so hard..completly diffrent from wad my english teacher said...maths lesson also another test...wtf..so hard...manage to do only 5 out of 7 qns...cause so hard...only got some ppl choing than do the whole paper finish...haiz...the after school went wif benny to yjc..for the heats...actually i want to run de...but at last nvr..cause the f*ing cheah ask me to be timer...nvm...watching ppl run also ok lar...than later play bball...wa score 3..=)...gd liao...i tink i improve...LOLX...juz tinking maybe some things cant be made the way u wan it to be...hmm...is it time to give up....i really duno...or maybe i shld hold on....now life for me is jus...study...study ..study...boring...really wan a person to share my life with..LOLX,...seeing my frenz so xing fu..happy for them lar...i tink i dun tink so much abt it le...hmm...nth liao...hoping for a better tmr...bb...
「 Friday, April 15, 2005 」
hiaz...today was a sick day for me...morning i have a super headache...cant even wake up...so didnt go school...wake up abt 11++ than went to bath...cause i needed to go for NCC planing mah...i D.I for tis week so must die die also muz come...after eat breakfast i felt better change than come school liao..wa..didnt noe i came so early...2++ when the meeting only started at 3...haiz..should have stayed at sun plaza with my friends sia...haiz..nvm..come school i felt so weird...lyk i no mood lyk tat... moreover is afternoon liao..but i lyk still sleeping lyk than...LOLX...went up to the hall see my friends are they breaking there anot...they were there lar...but i no strength even to do hand stand...hiaz..so tired..after that we plan for training...i did a fast one...so everyone can do other thing lar...dun wanna waste everyone's time..k then plan finish already all went back do wad they are actually doing...some went home..others went breaking...i rest..than after i wanna buy drinks..knn...the machine eat my money...haiz..penniless...than i saw ferza with his bike so i lend..ride it...fun man...so long nvr ride liao...than later he wanted to ride...so i ask him to "tong bunk" me... starting was ok...than later he wanted to stop...skided abit...i thought he going to fall... so i jumped...haiz..forget phyics...i kana stuck to the bike and drag for afew distance...lol...the injury on my hand lyk the nike logo...the tick...lol...my leg injury pain sia..cause gt blue black than now double injury...haiz...went home in bus...walk back lar...after tat i went down to eat...with my bros...eat fried rice...the famous one...but cheap...wa...nice man...but abit dry...choked onces..now going to slp liao...chat wif my old friends seeing they changed so much..maybe i also change lar..but i duno..lol...gtg...bye....
「 Thursday, April 14, 2005 」
heY...i noe sometimes...things may not always seems right to you now...lolx..im i rapping...not raping!!! hmm... today is a special day cause its the first time part c plan for the first training and put it into action...wa before the training i already haf headache the whole day...duno y...than at chinese lesson..i went for dental checkup....haiz so boring...and cold sia the room...wow...clean teeth...LOLX...than the day at school was over... i went for NCC training...change to my uniform at 3e3...then went down to eat...eat for awhile only, the show begans...skip the inpection part...then i went to the class to write the expectation we expect from everyone..then the ADI n DI take over...we all go the other class to get briefing from iskandar for the war game...than later we play the war game lar...part c about 6 ppl onli..thrash the other 4 teams with 9 ppl in their team...LOLX then they say we too violent..WTF...haha...it was fun for us...but we were actually not violent but because they retelliated then they hit until themself then say us violent..haiz...nvm...then later we started the second war game..cause first one ended too fast already...haha...we so pro...so the second one start..tis time we use strings instead of tape....tis time part c vs part A n B...wa they like going to war like that..shout here there..lols..then we form riot squad...run towards them all run..LOLX.. so funny man...At last we won..but they commented alot of things...LOLX...maybe abit of thing i our problem...at last i tink we still achive our goal which is to bond the unit together...now so headache...haiz...tmr still got to plan trainng....so suay.. i become D.I for next week...hope for a better ME!!!!
「 Wednesday, April 13, 2005 」
Wa...today quite a fun day....i tink i really found myself today...last time...my character was to make ppl happy...however today i found out tat i had been change into a real lamer....tried to change back but cant...juz being myself lar...the lame self...haha...today also most cant wake up..cause veri tired...however manage to drag myself out of bed...went to school started doing the history hw...at last sulaiman also nvr collect...hiaz...at english period really cant stand it...but i still tried not to sleep...than maths period...ha..free...cause ms vani...a no..mdm vani still at honeymoon i tink...tmr she coming back already so i sleep for awhile... than later started drawing on my table...physics lesson the gay boi keep sleeping so i disturb him by calling his name very loud....LOLX...teacher keep looking at him...CLD lesson today cant kao pei jayanti...duno y all so quiet..so i jus do things as per normal....after school follow benny for the high jump thing cause i miss ncc so mux see the high jumper and act lyk we join the event lyk that than will not get scolding..after tat wanted to go home.. then suddenly rain...haiz cant go home...benny went home wif his father...so i waited in school...play ferza hp for awhile i got bored...so i went up to the hall...saw my ncc frenz and some from the crew...ex crew i tink...started breaking...today was easier than the last time lar...learn how to land properly...almost sprain my leg...now can do baby freeze and hand stand easier liao...=)
fun sia...after abt 1 and a half hour the rain stop =)... than i go home...wa today tired ..so i going to slp early to night maybe 930?? ya i tink i slp 930 cause tmr still got ncc...wishing for a better tmr...
「 Monday, April 11, 2005 」
A...today monday again...suffering from the blues...dam..my nose every monday lyk abit more watery than normal...duno y...someone cure me!!!!....LOLX...today wake up super de early..4.45am wake up liao..cause my 2nd bro gt syf competition today..haiz tried sia...early in the morning kana caught by raj because today i super spike my hair...LOLx...make my mood so low...haiz..than the "life run" in the morning...a waste of time...they should just change the name to "dead walk" lar...so boring and almost everyone is walking...cause a lot of ppl dun wan to sweat lyk fk than go class cant study...today hear alot of big new...gt gd n bad...LOLx...after english was the MATHs period..ms vani still didnt come..after her wedding...but still gt work to do...other than that everything went on fine today...after school actually want to follow my frenz to break..but tmr got chem test so at last also nvr go....wa than meet until chew chun...ma old fren from primary school de..change alot sia...he lyk stead with another of my old fren but tis fren still in the same school as me....wooo...so happy for them...haiz tinking of them...shld i get one for my self...LOLX...maybe later..now still no time...LOLX...haiz..rain then cant go home stuck at KFC to eat...i tink is time to change lar...i been trying to make ppl happy all my secondary school life...it time for ppl to know the real me...or maybe let them try to make me feel happy...i just duno y..when i at school i keep laughing but sometimes it seem to me that is not funny...but i still laugh...y??after im not with my frens again...i appear as another person...a person who does not laugh or do anything...LOLX...maybe that is the real me...erm...hmm...going to study for chem test liao.......gd luck to my self...=)
「 Saturday, April 09, 2005 」
YeA...Saturaday..caN say FuN and Sux lar Tis wEEk....Erm..Today ar....did quite a lot of things...mux wake up veri early cause need to plan for the next NCC training..haiz.. sian..wake up bath, style my hair... than go school liao..not knowing I already late...go there already 9.15am..when I shld be there by 9..nvm...discuss..plan...k than rest....after planing until 12++ than go mac with some of my frenz...talk than wait for the rest to come back...than we together go beach rd cause need to buy some stuff....after that went to yishun to wait for iskandar....than go to beach rd liao...long sia to go there..reach there already...the rest went to eat they lunch while I, raf and kandar...go n buy the stuff we needed...buy the badge already...I want to make name tag....Fk the aunt call me 15mins come back...20mins she haven’t even made my name tag...at last she made it...I took it n chao...than start counting my money...noticed that the aunty cheated me $1..haiz...nvm lar...let her earn...I went to buy chicken rice than we went to espanade....at there.. I mux find place to eat wad...haiz no place to eat…find find find...at last also found one high area where we can eat...after tat see ppl break at there...when going home already..walk the wrong way...so at outside...suddenly all of my frenz started to flip...they ask me to flip...but I didn’t dare...at last... I tried a hand stand...and success...so they ask me do front hand spring...cant do lar...haiz...but after today...suddenly I found breaking quite fun...want to try more of it..took mrt back home... reach home abt 10++ I tink....now 11 liao...haiz tried...going to slp…ZZZzzzz...
「 Friday, April 08, 2005 」
haha...today ar...fun day man...go school play and play and play only...Ms Vani nvr come school cause going to marriage already...so today the 4 periods all free...first lesson is maths lesson.. no teacher wad..so do wad..."play"lolx..like she angry of me or something keep igoring me..haiz..nvm.....muhd so "hiong"...play snap.."OUR VERSION" like want to kill ppl like tat...almost break my finger sia...lolx..his reaction so fast sia..recess time eat tom yam for the thrid time liao tis week...duno why like quite nice...so eat tom yam with some other food...after recess..ar...sulaiman lesson..teach teach teach...lolx...some ppl sleep sia...lucky he nvr see u not..boom!!!...he will explode man...after school..muz go for shooting..the seniors told us is life firing...so i 4got to bring the earplug...after school run to the D.I.Y shop to buy...haiz..waste my time...actually only IMT...so slack ar, today...never push myself for marksman...and also my degree of my spec. also gt abit problem...in the end get 10/16..i tink...at lest pass..haha...talk cork in the bus...suddenly..duno who start lar..."BIG MAC"..in bus first time big mac in bus...some more on the seat..lol...stack until so high..nasrul joker lar..face kana squash duno how many time?? 2!!!LOLX...later the sir want to play also dun play on the chair...lolx all play on the floor...lol...Do "POWER" big mac..."OUR VERSION"...kana u aleast feel 130kg dropping on u...haha..reach school already still not enough...go and play soccer..than wad...we tink lar..to respect our uniform..we took it out..so half body...LOLX..we thought CD shelter no body can see wad...iskandar keeping joking.."GREEN MAN SOCCER" lolx...play...fun sia..i score 1 goal...but actually gt alot of goal..we forgot something.. the HDB around us can see us...lolx....the suay suay...our senior saw us...because he stay in one of the blocks..came down.. and talk with us...tell us wad we did wrong..but he nvr shout..=) after tat we all went home..in the bus..suddenly the neoprint tat i took with a few of my frenz on my last birthday drop out..1 year already..than they say i change alot..last time so kwai..actually not..tat time nvr cut hair lar..lolx..when home already... bath..haiz... no food at home nvr cook...so ownself went down to eat...now come home...writing this blog...think i write everything about today liao...hoping for a better tmr...
「 Thursday, April 07, 2005 」
hmm...this quote is by timonty...actually, it really help me...so today blog is to really help those who feel the same way as me...i felt quite different today...i was in quite a good mood...hmm...a few days ago, life sux for me..i really felt tat ppl a igoring me..feeling of loneliness..."life sux..live with it"..made me feel tat i should not take life too seriously...be ur self...take experience in a positive manner...jus take it like a experience in life, and learn from the mistakes either good or bad...i tried today by talking to ppl...although they dun come and talk with me..i talk to them, and they replied...be ur self..REALLY!!..maybe the problem is not with others becoming weird...it because of U...maybe..because u play a part in everyones life too...so if u are not responding... life will really change for everyone...today nth really happen..just like a normal day in school...Ncc we are taking over liao...a bit scared...at the same time excited...WOW!!!"TAKING OVER" sounds so nice har...but not...LOLX..just wanna tell the seniors wad the part C promise..we will try to make it happen in anyway we can...i didnt believe it can happen last time...but things really change already...GIGs squad has grown alot liao...so as the part C lar....after today,can feel how u all feel last time...k lar..tats all i did for today...RMB.."LiFe sUx...LiVe wItH It"....
「 Monday, April 04, 2005 」
today a day i felt the pain of the world without lamers...hahax...i felt that the people around me changed ... dunno y...all lyk dun really tink tat i existed...haiz...some people say i today very dao...i duno leh...feeling tat i've no real frenz around me...lucky still gt benny bro to cheer my day up...today the maths lesson although 4 periods but 2 periods we did fun things.. the other 2 ...we did the maths corner...so today no stress from maths....others still when on normally...i tink maybe today, i didnt felt lyk toking...but i feels to me that, i muz tok to people than they reply... no one is toking to me for me to reply...i learned tat today...sad ar...really i muz think 3 years in school and i have so little good friends .... or maybe all at other class ...so no one come to me to tok...so after today...i going to ask u..yea u...the person who is reading this now...u lyk the me who does not really laugh..and say lame things or the guy who do lames things and say lame jokes....hMmmm...i really confused here...haiz...hoping for a better tomorrow...
「 Friday, April 01, 2005 」
Speech Day!!.. A lar.. every year this day has been boring...this year is no exception..sian..today's a holiday for those students were not involve in the speech day...however, this year..im in the "Guard Of Honours" In addition...we are going to hold M-16 in this event...i went to school 8am...haiz so early... went to HQ to draw rifle...wow!! so stylo man the M-16, cause we nvr had one in school before...haha..but the rifle was new to us, as we always train on the mark4 which was heavier than the M-16...so light...Practice until 11++am... than the first practice parade..march march march....fast foreward...cause very long and draggy...the last few minutes before the parade was heart storming..go out there...marching with standands...the first horman almost do wrong...heng ar... there after there everything went fine...after the parade..haiz...sian...still must return the rifle we borrowed...by the time we come back already 745pm liao...go haf dinner at hall..than later the sad tink come..the senior are passing out...although i did not felt like crying the atmosphere just make tears grow....but nvr cry...lol...think about this...nxt year will be my turn...wad will i say...but before that..i must make myself known in NCC...hahaha...so funny...RITE!!!when back at 9pm with my bro and mum..took taxi home cause tried mah...and now im write this blog...haha...k lar..me go watch tv liao...
